it's fitting in an uncontrollably sad way,

that you should leave to plant saplings in the ground,

after you've planted your love in my heart.

i'm trying to be content with the time we spent together, 

and not lust for more.

i want you to forget me, so that i can forget you.

my love feeds on your love, 

and your love for me still holds. 

i'm trying to be content with what we had,

and to let what will be, be.

to accept that you have taught me all you could teach me,

and that our love was meant to end,

was meant to end in an uncontrollably sad way.

but i know i could learn so much more from you,

about love, life, and myself.

i miss you uncontrollably. 

i love you uncontrollably.

our love was an explosion,

and the rubble is still settling down around me.

i love you in an uncontrollably sad way,

uncontrollably sad,

because this love was always bound to hurt.